Thursday, January 25, 2018

Bring Me That Horizon

Hello all!

For those of you who had your curiosity piqued by the teaser at the end of my last blog... this is the blog you've been waiting for! And if you are just now tuning in, then you picked a great time to do so.

Knowing that I was graduating in December I spent a lot of time last year thinking about what to do when I graduated. I knew I wanted to teach, but I had a variety of options of how to go about that.  The thought of teaching internationally definitely came into my mind early on.  I spend time talking to others who had taught outside of the USA, as well as looking into organizations, and missions programs that I could join or participate in, but the more I looked the more overwhelmed I felt and the more discouraged.  Nothing I found seemed right for what I wanted or felt called to.  Add in some other life factors and I decided to give up on the idea.  Clearly God had other plans for me, and I just needed to figure out what those were.

Time continued to pass, and by the end of student teaching I had my next step lined up.  I was starting the process to get my substitute teacher license and was ready to do that and then figure out the rest of 2018 after the spring semester.  In November and December a lot of things in my life shifted, and as you would expect, shifts bring change.  These changes made me look back at why I had chosen to put aside my desire to teach internationally.  I also started re-evaluating when I found an opportunity that sounded like a dream come true for me.  I looked into this mind-blowing opportunity and the more I learned the more excited I became.  It was so much of what I had dreamed of, that I found it impossible to say no to it.  After only about a week my mind was made up and I began to take steps to get accepted into this program.  After another week or so and a few phone interviews I was accepted! All this to say... this summer I get the exciting opportunity to go teach abroad! I will get to spend six weeks teaching English in Asia.  As a high school student my dream was to teach in the USA during the typical school year, and then spend the summers teaching in other countries.  While this incredible teaching opportunity may only be for one summer (maybe, I make no promises either way) it still seems like exactly what I dreamed of doing.

If you would like to hear more about this, or if you would like to partner with me in this crazy endeavor, please message me, or comment on this, and we can get coffee, or tea, or lunch, or whatever you would like, and we can discuss all of this! I do have to raise funds to pay my own way, so if you are interested in partnering in finance (or in praying for me!!!) please let me know.  I will also be selling some products in order to raise some funds.  Check out the example pictures below and if you would be interested in purchasing any of these products please let me know and we can discuss details for those as well!






Thursday, January 4, 2018

Ketchup

Hello to one and all!

I want to start by appologizing for never posting a blog about how my trip to Belize was last October (and by last I mean 2016). It was a wonderful trip, amazing people, fulfilling work, and lots of growth and strength.  If you didn't get to see my picture recap, or want to know more about how it was I would gladly share more anytime just let me know.  

Now, to the meat of the matter, (to go along with our Ketchup) this year of 2017 has been quite the ride! January brought me to my last semester of college on campus, and it was... well... I'm just glad it's over. By May I was so done with the lightrail, the campus, the crazies, the work, the homework, so the summer came as a welcome relief and break.  It was a rather casual summer, I continued to work some at Lifetouch, while just spending time getting some R and R.  We took a trip to Utah as well as a four-wheeling/camping trip.  Both of those trips were way to short to fill my wanderlust though.  

August has lead to my final step for my college education: Student Teaching.  This fall season has been one of the hardest I've dealt with, in ways I would never have imagined.  Between struggling with communication, doubting myself, my body fighting against me, and all kinds of emotional stress, this semester was tough.  As it's came to a close though I found myself sorry to be leaving, despite all of my struggles.  I left an amazing teacher, who has become an even better friend than she began as, as well as 90 students that I have grown to care about a great deal.

What's next you might ask? Your finishing college, then what? Those are the same questions I've been asking myself for the whole year.  God has slowly been feeding me step by step directions, but not at all making the whole picture clear.  This is the first time in my life that I have not seen clear plans for a year or more to come, and it causing me to lean into God even more and trust his plans for my life.  My next step is this current spring semester.  I am in the process of getting my substitute teaching license for this semester.  I'm hoping that by subbing I can find a school or at least an age that I want to teach at and with.  I look forward to the diversity and the variety that will come with being a substitute.

After this semester I'm looking at some bigger, more exciting things... But I'm not quite ready to share them yet until I know what God approves for me.  But stay tuned! and watch for my next blog post.. it should have some exciting news, soon!